I'm not Sorry

I’m not sorry.

I’m looking at you and thinking about all you’ve put me through.

I’m bitter and wretched and consumed with hate

and this side to me has decided our fate.

I know that because of this personality so comes the finality of us.

Our friendship is over and all because

I cannot hold my tongue and be the better person,

know right from wrong, I let the situation worsen.

I am sorry

sorry that I’m cursed to always lose what I hold dear.

sorry I’ve become the person I’ve always feared.

I’m not sorry

that you are the way you are

you’ve pissed me off and taken it too far

you’ve lost your temper, lost you’re mind

but then so have I.. we’re two of a kind.

I hate the way you’re selfish and will not share

I hate how much I really do care

I am sorry

that it seems like I’ve made you this way

all I want is the friend I had yesterday

I’m not sorry

that you acted like a complete prick

and it makes EVERYONE sick

you’re not the only one who sometimes wants to end it

and what hurts me most… I could not mend it

for you.

I tried though, I really did.

I am sorry

that I am walking away, from you and everything that made me smile.

and I know that I have given myself exile.

I am sorry

I could not make up my mind

make it up in time to find

If I blame you or myself and what to do

I am not sorry.

I am sorry.

the best thing to do is to say sorry to you.

I am sorry.

I’m Now Sorry Everything Looks Lost.

"WHERE DID I GO WRONG? I LOST A FRIEND."