Don't see the evil, see the good

I should forget you
but I don't want to believe it's true
that I have to walk away from friends like you
I swore an oath 
that not time nor growth
would unbind me from your company
Just please have some empathy
understand like you once claimed to
that I still want to be there like I aimed to
there's something inside of me that takes hold
means that I'll probably be alone growing old
People ain't gonna stick around
no binds are really bound
no ties are really together
not really through wind or weather
But they were for me
so I'm sorry
I said what I said that pushed you away
meant that I'm by myself today
come back to me.
You see, I lack the ability to not make people hate
please, it cannot be my fate?
it cannot be
I've got so much love in me??
You saw it before, before I changed your mind
leave what changed your mind behind.
In hindsight
I wasn't right
so let me be your friend again
I can't let this be the end again!
you told me once, that you understood.
that you get me, and always would,
Please
Please
Don't see the evil, see the good.

"THEN I'M GONE"

Please, forgive me, and remember the good part of me, before I ruined things with the bad part: help me stop it coming back...