it causes much more than just stress
if your trying to hurt me
you can do that by deserting me but don't do more than that
when I was younger kids called me fat
and yeh I was but it made me believe it was all that matters
and soon my esteem was in tatters
made me control my food intake
and punished myself for making mistakes
in a really sick way
so watch what you say
It might have made you laugh to make me a joke
but something inside me broke
and it stays the way you break it until something remakes it
but rebuilding yourself is not something that is easily done
so think about outcomes for whom you make fun
please don't push me, don't tip me over the edge
I have made myself this pledge
that I must be some things and it must be true
that it can't be all just mean things from you
so I pledged if it kept on
then I must fix what is wrong.
It must be me.
It must be me.
I pledge to not be.
LIFE WAS STOLE.
AND MY HEART FEELS NO MORE PAIN.
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