So I've had a bit of a rough couple of weeks...months...years. I've been crying so much at the recent events and I was honest in my post 'you want the truth?' which was a lot more of a rant really. I just want to feel understood and I hope if you have followed my poetry you do understand me more. Had some 'Reiki' healing today and I've started to feel a bit better. I should work on myself and not care about other people so much, and their opinions. How am I ever supposed to get better if I put more focus in to other people. I promise you blog readers, I will be a published author! and I will raise awareness for people like me, and people who go too far in self destruct, like a very late great woman. I'm not talking about Marilyn but a friend's mother, who died due to liver cirrhosis recently. I got the chance to meet and have a long conversation with her and get her some help weeks before she died. It's so easy to slip into self-destruct mode. I've got to pay tribute to her memory, so people understand her... I'm gonna start a website soon I think. But, back to me, first. Think like Marilyn... she made sense.
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